This is my 500 for 1/31/2018

Gotta hurry up now. Still a bit behind schedule. The clock is ticking down and there is still so much left to do.

I wonder what life would be like with more mediation… more sessions dedicated to finding peace in the stillness. Just a break.. a place where it is always safe to call home.


I’m only lost when I feel like I am. I’m only found when I tell myself the truth. After the dinner that one night, we returned to the patio under the stars and watched the satellites scream across the sky. We are racing for something but I can’t quite grasp what it is.


There is another dimension with arms outstretched… and I can only get there when I am not thinking about it.


I am forced to think about the reality that we create. I have to learn to disconnect myself from the episodes.. the drama that we create.. After the sun has gone down, we are alone in our thoughts.. we can walk in any direction we choose and we remain in the same spot.. the world is turning… the earth is discovering itself.

We are free.. we are the embodiment of freedom.. anything less is a life that is incapable of manifesting its highest purpose. What is it that I am choosing to do today.. what is it that I am choosing to pursue in my dreams.. there are people that have yet to open their eyes.. maybe I am one of them.. and if I can inspire someone else to learn the way, maybe I can follow them in the trail they blaze. But maybe it is impossible to lead from behind.. maybe I am just looking for excuses so that I am not living a life of discomfort.. I have to break free from the chains of the docile lamb…


I have to learn to ask.


To improve my presentation… my storytelling skills.. is to improve my own narrative.. and to alter my own reality… I want to live the life of my dreams and I refuse to settle for anything less than that… because I believe that I deserve it.. and I believe that you do as well.

We are waking up in the middle of the night… lost in the images that our minds thrust into the light.. we are not here to interpret the nightmare.. we are here to paint our futures.. to walk the path that we create in our visions.. there is nothing more for us to do..

Choose to live the life that you have pictured.. from the earliest point on in your history.. we are all in this together.. and I love you so fucking much.. I know that I have to keep my head down at times… to bite my tongue.. and to be a better listener… this is just the beginning and I have so much left to learn.


I am forever grateful for this opportunity to reflect on the infinite.