Just gotta keep plugging away… my heads throbs with this fucking stupid cold. I am feeling so much less productive but I know that I am more than halfway to health. Getting nursed back to full energy by the woman of my dreams. Keeping my head up along the way and remembering to smile even if it is still difficult to do sometimes. We are all in this together and I wouldn’t want it any other way.

Click clack pressing buttons.. tapping away at the keyboard… lightly… swiftly… becoming an extension of my hands, the keyboard takes on a purpose of translator.. tap tap tap.. building something bigger than myself when I ask for help.

Building something bigger than myself because I am looking to help you become the fullest version of yourself.

Just keep typing.. just keep rolling through the streets… dodging the negativity thirst and compulsory flashes or hate and fears based in insecurity. I am about halfway there… recognizing that this is a milestone.. I know that I am practicing a little more each day and that it is the best use of my time.

I am learning to be the best person that I can be by recognizing that self-improvement never stops… it is a constant process… small, bite-sized chunks of food… chewing …chewing… chewing… I just have to keep going… digesting my way through life… one day at a time… focused on an end-point while giving gratitude for every last aspect of my current environment… every last aspect of each and every piece of my conscious reality.

I paint the picture that I wish to see.. when don’t see what I want, it is because I am not looking hard enough..

this is not about wearing those rose-colored glasses.. this is about seeing the beauty in not wearing them and moving forward through life with a subtle sense of gratitude with abandon.

Thank you for his space to create. Thank you for coming here to read these words. Thank you for taking the moments out of your life to investigate some of mine. Let me know what it is that is important to you that I cover in these writings in the comment section below. I don’t know you yet and my wish is that I can come to understand you better through motivating you to interact with me after pursuing writing exercises of your own, on your own time, and expressing the breakthrough, pitfalls, setbacks, and successes that you have along the way.

We are so much more when we work together on these projects.

I don’t care if this is where it ends but I want to be sure to give this everything I’ve got. I won’t know if I could have ever made it any other way.

Learn by doing… learn by trying and failing…

failing over and over until a success is granted …

we are already there… often times the resources are in front of us and all we have to do is reach out our hands to accept them. Be yourself. Stay true to your original purpose.. remain true to yourself… be sure to always check yourself… it doesn’t do anyone any good when you fall off track. we succeed when you succeed.